Waist Deep in Mud

I had a super weird dream and I want to blog about it.

I don't quite understand the sequence of the dream but these are images involved:

Hamlet, theatre, red, white, car, field, mud, walls, feet, concrete, sun, dry, stairs, Statistics, and .... Jia Yu ? 0_o

The dream was-from my understanding- I wanted to watch Hamlet and Jia Yu ( if you are reading this ) was with me. So we ran up this flight of stairs into a theatre with a red carpet- and because there were no seats and we got bored halfway we wanted to get back out- and so we ran outside again, but we had to go through this maze of white walls before we realized that we were late for Statistics class. The Statistics teacher was a Malay by the way.

Because we were already super late for the lecture, we decided that we should skip it instead and go driving in a field of golden paddy. Which was exactly what we did until you drove into a wrong section and we ended up stuck in a pool of mud. I put my feet down on the ground and found out that the mud beneath was like UHU glue and it stuck to my shoes.

Because the wheels were also stuck, I had to use my feet to propell us away- while you controlled the steering. And that was when the mud changed to a concrete road- and I didn't want to use my feet anymore because the ground was rough and I was getting blisters.

Somehow we ended up in the white maze again after that.
And I woke up.

This makes perfect sense, does it not?

sunfreak

[ papillon at the window ]

"Hello dear, are you here to ask me about the sun?"

I'm so very, very tired.
I sleep all the time now, and I feel....
just tired.
Tired, in a word, of everything.

When you sleep, you fall into a dream, and depart from reality from a moment-

usually after sleeping, you awaken and the tiredness slips away/

But I'm not feeling any less tired, even after sleeping.
I'm still tired, whether or not when dreaming or when awake.

Need to Remind Myself

I need to remind myself, every second, every hour, every day, that anybody can...

1. say that it's too hard.
2. say that it's impossible.
3. say that "I'll never get there."
4. say that, "I'll never have that".
5. spend hours in front of the computer without actually achieving anything
6. sleep all day
7. procrastinate
8. give up
9 leave things as they are
10. wait


Anybody can.
Do you want to be anybody, or do you want to be somebody ?